momentary lapse of reality

kou-ruo-xuan-he asked: you're my annon, aren't you beautiful. (you're the cutest.)

I might be? Although, I haven’t been on this one for a while… I have a new one now.

diam0nds-xx asked: you're so pretty.

…never check my messages. You’re far too kind lovely. I like your face!

littlemissvendetta-deactivated2 asked: I saw what you wrote, about Matt. I still think about him most everyday, It's hard and it might never get easier but at least we have the memories. I know what you mean about him changing towards the end...6 weeks makes so much difference to a person. It wasn't really a side of him i liked much :(

I can't believe that it has been so long since he passed, it still kinda feels like it was yesterday. I still feel all the hurt and the anger and the confusion I felt that day at his funeral. Stay strong :) *hug* -Jessie

Aw, I never saw this! 

It is really hard. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of him. I’m still too scared to go to the cemetery… I don’t think I’ll handle it.

Almost a year soon… 

Trying to stop myself from talking to my own boyfriend is the hardest thing to do.